I'm sorry. I'm sorry I didn't answer you right away and I'm sorry you thought I was ignoring or wasn't answering you on purpose. I know it's my fault that I didn't answer right away but that doesn't mean I didn't acknowledge you. You know me, you know how I am. I wasn't in a place to listen to what you sent me when I received the message and then I forgot. I'm sorry for that. But that's no reason to ignore me now. I would tell you to grow up but I wouldn't to offend you or anything. And now you've gotten me frustrated and I just want to cry because I don't want to fight with you. We've fought enough to last us a life time. I love you, I want you to know that. I also want to know that I would never intentionally hurt and that  I'm trying to not unintentionally hurt you either. But friendship is not a one way street. You have to give as much as you get because one day someone might realize that you aren't giving whatever you have to give and the cons will outweigh the pros and trying to keep up with you will become just to goddamn tiring. I don't want that for you. I love you so much, like a sister. I want your life to be full of love and friendship and happiness, but you need to truly open and offer yourself up, or else you won't ever be able to. And I can't do that for you. You can convince yourself that you are so mature and wise but in the end, you are just a teenager, like me, and despite all you seem to know there are something's that you just can't possibly understand at sixteen. I've said it before and I'll say it again, I love you to pieces but I think I'm realizing that that doesn't necessarily translate to you loving me that way.